The Creative Portfolio

Happy December sweet things. I hope your Advent arrived with a bang, and that the confetti of seasonal frivolity showers you all month long. I already have a batch of ginger biscuits in the oven and Micheal Buble’s seasonal standards serenading me from the other room, so I’m set.

I had hoped to come up with something a little lighter for this month’s post, but as this is the last one of the year, I can’t help but reflect on the work I’ve made over the past twelve months. My biggest goal this year was to work on personal projects, that would fit into my portfolio and guide me on my merry way over the coming years. At the end of 2020 I felt hesitant and vulnerable when I considered navigating my creative career as a fresh-faced graduate, as well feeling disconnected from my inner creative voice. I wanted to build a portfolio that laid the foundations for my practice, to take time with projects that showed who I was as an illustrator, and influenced the types of projects I take on in the future.

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Of course, establishing a portfolio is an ongoing process, but today I’m sharing a couple points that I feel, played a significant role in mapping out the direction of my work. Although the main goal was to create projects that represented me as an artist, I also realised over the year how much experiences and learning from other people has shaped my work, it’s all about how much we are willing to step out of our comfort zone! So grab a hot chocolate, pull on your fuzzy socks and let’s dive in!

Clarity

I was inspired by Rebecca Green’s post on navigating a creative endeavour to create this mood board to represent the direction of my portfolio. It’s vital to know your own preferences when it comes to style and themes to provide us with focus and direction, especially if you have a tendency to compare your work to other artists’. Getting clear with what you’re working towards gives you purpose and direction, and having a visual reminder is especially helpful to revert back to when you’re feeling uninspired.

Artists include: Miroslav Sasek, Campbell Grant, Julia Sarda, Mary Blair, Carson Ellis, Felicita Sala, William Morris, and my own work!

I sprinkled my board with images by artists I admire and my own work. You could consider colour palettes, artists, themes, pattern and materials to fill your board. Sometimes it’s tricky to put a style into words, but seeing this collection of images, and being able to refer back to it when I’m in a creative lull has been a lifesaver. It’s like my creativity at its core; a visual representation of my illustrative style, and a reminder of what I’m journeying towards.

Specifics

With this visual representation of the direction I’m headed in, I found it so much easier to let go of comparison. I know comparison comes from a feeling of inadequacy with ourselves and our practice, but by getting specific with what you’re aiming for, all the other things that used to seem important will fall away. I used to feel bad that I didn’t make digital illustrations, as it seemed like that’s what everyone else was doing. But looking at my mood board I can confidently say that I’m just not attracted to digital illustration. So why torture myself into feeling bad about not having those skills? If you’re in need of some practical steps to help shift your portfolio in a new direction, I found this podcast episode a great help in discovering my style specifics.

Expansion

As with every year, I made an effort to expand my comfort zone, just enough to feel myself growing in the process (which can be terrifying believe me!) But if I want to grow my art, I have to grow myself alongside it, and I try my best not to stagnate for too long, although lockdown made that difficult for the first half of the year.

With new experiences come new connections, and new opportunities to be inspired. Last month I went to practitioner training day which was TERRIFYING, but I met other artists there; artists who brought their own perspectives to the workshop, which pushed me to look at my own practice differently. I’ve reached out to other practitioners throughout the year, went to a bound book fair, and taught my first workshops. All of which become the building blocks of my creativity and my portfolio. Jumping into new opportunities will not only enrich your work but it’ll enrich your life too. Take a class. Find an online tutorial. Join a local arts group. Learning new skills keeps our brains alert and reminds us to stay humble.

Experiment

It’s scary for us illustrators to feel like novices. If we’re comfortable with a technique or material, don’t we tend to stick to it? This year I challenged myself to create projects using new materials. Nothing too drastic - I didn’t attempt to completely change my style, or use every material available. For one project I decided to work entirely on toned paper. For another I limited myself to a monochrome palette (I struggled so much with that one!) They didn’t always work, but now I can get specific on what I do and don’t like to work with. It’s a slow process, and an ongoing one, but being open to new ideas and new materials will help narrow down your practice, and you’ll become more sure of yourself as you progress.

TRY THIS NOW…

Create a one-day project and limit yourself to two tools. This could be a colour, size, material or time frame. You only have a day to create something, so no cheating! Often boundaries can spark problem solving and help get us out of creative ruts.

Joy

Harnessing a small spark of inspiration can, if we let it, become a snowball of opportunities that have a big impact on future projects. The illustrations that fill my portfolio are an ever-expanding body of work that aligns with who I am at my core. They celebrate magic and charm, friendship and colour, and most importantly, little people with big hearts. And over time, these projects will lead to newer projects and newer opportunities that will lead me further down my creative path. As the year winds down, I’ll be working on a project that’s close to my heart. I don’t have a specific purpose for it yet, but the important thing is that it sparks joy, and to me, that’s the only sign I need to tell me I’m on the right path. After all, isn’t that what making art is all about?

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Treasures from November…

*I’m reading Moominland Midwinter over Advent and I CANNOT WAIT

*I recently heard Good Days by SZA and it’s beautiful. It’s quietly nostalgic and the perfect song to welcome in the New Year.

*I’m planning on making this hearty soup in December!

*Christmas cards are available to order from my Etsy store until the end of the year! There’s also 10% off all prints so now’s the time to grab something sweet before the big day!

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And that’s all for December! If this was 2041 I’d hand you a virtual egg nog and mince pie fresh from the oven, but technology has yet to catch up with my virtual Christmas dreams. I hope you have the merriest of Decembers, a month filled with quiet snow, hot drinks loaded with spice and moments sprinkled with joy.

See you on the other side.

Merry Christmas Friends.

Catherine

Paper & Paint: My current favourite Art materials

Today I thought I’d take you through some of the materials I’ve been using recently.

In no particular order…

Paper

I've used several different brands of cold and hot press paper over the years (the terms cold and hot press refer to the tooth of the paper). Hot press is better for a high level of detail although it’s less absorbent than cold press, so it really depends on what you want to use it for. Recently I've taken to using bristol board with pencil crayon. It's the smoothest surface and great for scanning work (especially book spreads) where the texture of the paper needs to be kept to a minimum. I’ve used both Starthmore and Windsor and Newton pads and both work equally well, although Strathmore has more of a cream tone than the crisp white of W&N. For toned paper I like Strathmore mixed media pad.

Paint & Palettes

I haven't spent a huge amount on paint. My watercolour set is an affordable one from Windsor and Newton. I know the pigment isn't the highest quality but I find it a decent price for the amount I use. I also keep W&N inks and they do the job just fine. For gouache I mix all of my colours from three primary tubes plus black and white. I’d recommend doing this if you’re just starting out, or if you’re wanting to test new materials before splashing out on the more expensive sets. I use Holbein Acryla gouache but I’ve heard positive reviews for both W&N and Caran d’Ache brands, so I’d say do some research and really figure out what type of paint you’re after before you buy. This video helped a lot when I was researching Holbein. The acryla goucahe definitely works more like standard acrylic, but stays liquid enough if you use it on a stay-wet palette. To make mine I lay several sheets of wet kitchen towels in a plastic container, followed by a sheet of tracing paper. This technique allows the paint to stay wet enough to use for several weeks. This video explains the basics of this type of palette.

Brushes

I love Pro ArteProlene Plus for detail as they have a decent point to them. I use Woodpecker for washes as the flat bristles are inexpensive and robust enough to stand the test of time. I also have a dozen of Daler Rowney brushes in various sizes. They’re nothing special but they do the job just fine.

Pencil Crayons

I love building my pencil crayon collection up, so I have quite the mix of brands. I love love Faber-Castell Polychromos and I use these for the bulk of my work. They aren’t too waxy and I’m able to get fine details with them, although I will say that it takes a lot of sharpening to get a thin point. For detail I use Stabilo originals which are a lot more affordable but less pigmented and the lead is not as soft. I also use Caran d'Ache Supracolor II Soft which as the name suggests, have a lovely soft lead, and recently I added some of their Museum Aquarelle pencils to my collection. Both are great for blending with water as well as being highly pigmented on their own. For graphite I stick to Stedtler.

Sketchbooks

I've used a variety of sketchbook brands over the years but I find certain papers haven’t stood the test of time as my style has evolved. I have dozens of Seawhite of Brighton sketchbooks and have used them for many years, but recently I’ve found the paper allows too much bleed for my liking. The paper is a nice cream colour, and I think they’re better suited to sketching than using anything too liquidy. I've also used Pink Pig in the past; their books are spiral bound and pretty easy to get hold of. Moleskine on the other hand is lovely for travel sketchbooks but I sometimes think the price makes me act too precious. (If anyone has any brand recommendations specifically for using pencil crayon let me know!)

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Remember that making art doesn’t have to be expensive, there’s a lot of student-friendly brands out there that work well if you’re just starting out. Don’t be afraid to invest in a few tools to help you along the way but remember, art isn’t just about the quality of your materials. It’s about creating the work you want to make and over time, you’ll grow a sense of which materials you like and which ones you don’t.

Happy making!

Meet the Maker

For the month of March I decided to join Meet the Maker over on Instagram. The challenge, organised by Joanne Hawker, happens every year throughout March, and allows creatives from all over the world to connect and share their practice, promote their business, and give insights into their creative journey.

I’ll admit I didn’t complete all 31 days. I decided to pick out the ones that seemed to fit my own practice the best and stuck to those. Today I thought I’d share some of them with you!

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First things first, IG is a funny thing when it comes to sharing insights into a creative practice. As I’d already planned what I was going to post throughout the month, I could easily make it seem as though I was staying busy and churning out a load of work, but in truth, my personal work didn’t really get off the ground this month. There were a lot of delays and obstacles I had to work through, most of them probably self-inflicted, and I started to feel disconnected from my creative flow. There were days where I wasn’t drawing anything, because I was focusing all my energy on more urgent, but less fulfilling tasks.

Here is a snippet from Day 15 which sums up how I was feeling:

Day 15 // Priorities

It’s hard to say what my priorities are atm because honestly, my main goal is just to be happy. I know IG can make it seem like we’re always working and always positive but are any of us really like that? I enjoy working on my illustrations but I also procrastinate a lot and spend days unravelling the MANY negative beliefs I tell myself.

This illustration was a favourite of mine but goodness me it was a struggle to get it out. And it’s not even complicated. I was just so uninspired by the limited colour palette, and I think I’d let the whole project drag on a little too long that I started to loose sight of why I started it in the first place. I just wanted to get it done and move on.

I also had several portrait commissions this month which was amazing, but it meant that my personal projects had to take the back seat for a while. The turn around was so quick for these that I unintentionally burnt myself out and had no energy left to put into my own practice.

By the end of March I started to see where I was going wrong. On one hand I managed to stay consistent with Meet the Maker, but behind the scenes I was feeling uninspired and unfulfilled with my work because I hadn’t left any space for myself. I made an effort to pick up my daily sketchbook (something that I’ve sadly neglected since January) and planned to fill it with really bad drawings - the wonkier the better. I started knitting again, and took myself on walks to try and reconnect to that inner creative voice. It’s still a working progress, but slowly I’m beginning to feel inspired by what I’m making again. I’ll be continuing to share my illustrations on IG this month, but I’ll also be holding some of my energy back for work that I purposefully don’t share. And with that comes a new feeling of relief.

If you’ve followed me on Instagram, I hope you enjoyed my little Meet the Maker series, and I hope this post shines a light on the fact that not everything you see on IG tells the whole story.

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Shop Update!

New pet portraits have arrived on my Etsy store this month and I’m super excited to share them with you! They’re postcard sized and completely personalised; this one was for a lovely puss named Crumpet and her owner Emily!

I love making these little prints for you, and I’m excited to add more fury friends to the collection! For more info please check the item description on Etsy!

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This and that…

*I’m rewatching this adaptation of Howards End at the moment. It’s such a cosy watch and the book is a firm favourite of mine, especially now it’s Spring!

*I listened to Deep Work by Cal Newport this month and he brings up so many interesting points about technology and distractions that made me revaluate how I balance deep and shallow work.

*Any day with yoga in it is an immediately better day. Recently I enjoyed this one.

*Just for fun, this game has been great for passing the time with friends on zoom.

Okay okay that’s all for now! See you next month.

Catherine